journaling for a cause: prompt 12

Prompt Twelve: How was your day?/What did you do today?

I'm not sharing the page I made for this prompt. Its very depressing. Theres no point in writing about your day when you don't have a day to write about. Maybe once I get a life I'll have days to write about, but not right now.

Yes, I'm in a very depressed mood today. If you're going to say something poopy to me, save it.

Here's hoping for a better tomorrow.

moody blues

I guess I've been depressed lately. Well, I should say noticeably more so. Even the other half commented on it last night. It wasn't any positive comment though. He said I need to find something to occupy my time, which I do agree with. This sitting around the house being bored and watching Law and Order reruns (when its not on Nick Jr for Gav) sucks. But then he goes on to say that I need to clean the house more. He knows its not fun, but it'll give me something to do. He says I need to work on making the house my "domain", which I guess is what he thinks all women do? Maybe I'd work on the house if I actually wanted to live here. I never wanted to move in here. I hate this side of town, I hate hardwood floors.....I liked the apartment we were living in before we moved here. He got pressured into moving in here because of his mom (yes, we rent from her and its a nightmare). All I want to do is move...... I just think it was a really low blow to pretend to be concerned for me, just to turn it into a lecture on how I need to be domestic. At least he didn't go for the no friends angle (this time), that really would've upset me. I guess I'm just bothered because he always tries to bring up me being depressed, but he doesn't try to help me find a solution. All he does is nit pick at me. Nobody wants to be friends with me because I'm boring/lame/bitchy, I need to clean more, the kids aren't too much to deal with, I need to cook more, I need to do this, I can't do that, I can't have any money...etc etc etc... Its so draining.

Sorry, I just needed to vent.

my mean people (i need to vent every once in a while)

1) Debt collectors. Why are they so rude and hateful? Don't get cranky at me because you chose a job where you hear a million excuses and upset people a day. Take a vacation! Or get a new job.

2) The customer service people for Citibank- credit card division. Please take the time to listen to what I need before you transfer me to a company that does not have the information! (happened to me six freaking times yesterday!). Also, don't be rude and start yelling at me just because I ask to talk to your supervisor. Learn to work and I wouldn't have to ask.

3) One of the daughters of the manager of my former place of employment. I saw her like two weeks ago and she was totally rude to me. I was perfectly happy pretending that she wasn't sitting at the table next to me but no, she had to come over to start a conversation. And then, she had the nerve to be a bitch and walk off when I was mid-sentence. Nice to know how fake people are. She used to be nice to me when I worked there.

a lil bit of ugh....but i can't help it

I deleted my other blog early. I was going to do it in two weeks, but I actually got some hateful comments on my last post over there. It was first time getting negative responses to something I'd written and I gotta say, it kinda hurt. Typical me, I ran away from it because my feelings got hurt (of course, my feelings were already a bit hurt this morning, but that's another story). I should have said something to them instead. Oh well. I guess its time for comment moderation.

Sorry for the complaining. Not a great way to start off my new, happy blog :)